12 Gifts In 12 days of Christmas

On the first day of Christmas,Santa please sent to me:
Laptop
I'm a computer blind and I don't know what kind do suit me.As long it installed with all those freaking stuffs,anti-virus and ready to use.

On the second day of Christmas,Santa please sent to me:
Jack Hart's books 
My First Time: Gay Men Describe Their First Same-sex Experience volume 1-5
Heat: Gay Men Tell Their Real-life Sex Stories
Straight?: True Stories of Unlikely Sexual Encounters between Men
Twink: True Stories in Celebration of Younger Men 
The Day We Met: The Very First Day of Long-Term Relationships 
My Biggest O: Gay Men Describe 'The Best Sex I Ever Had' 
Treasure Trail: Erotic Tales of Pirates on the High Seas
Gay Sex: A Manual for Men Who Love Men

On the third day of Christmas,Santa please sent to me:
Penshoppe Accessories
My friend Lawrence from Phillipine came here and I caught this very cool and stylist wallet.Only available at Phillipine.I had his before he returned as he has a lot in his house(he said it).And a deodorant or some sort of body spray,also belong to him but unfortunately it finish before I can spray on me,and he used it a lot.It has very strong smell that even after wash the smell stays on the clothes.

 Need a bigger sock!

On the fourth day of Christmas,Santa please sent to me: 
Lance Bass's Out Of Sync
I read Reichen Lehmkuhl before a few times and I couldn't find his ex-boyfriend's.

On the fifth day of Christmas,Santa please sent to me: 
Dragon Quest Dai no Daiboken vol.37 (The Great Adventure of Dai)
For 8 years I been waiting that comic volume 35,36 and 37.I bought volume 35 and 36(last 2 years ago) but 37 was out of stock.I know where volume 37 sold at but at Sunway Pyramid.But recently,thanks to One Manga and also to Nicholas aka Nicky,I read the last volume.But I still want the whole set.And volume 6 too which I lost it somewhere.

On the sixth day of Christmas,Santa please sent to me:
Alex Sanchez's Rainbow High
OK,for the fucking fourth time I re-read the first-Rainbow Boys and the third and last-Rainbow Road,I haven't read the second book-Rainbow High.Someone get me that book!

On the seventh day of Christmas,Santa please sent to me:
Lady GaGa's The Fame + The Fame Monster + Unofficial track
Check this out the unofficial track at Lady GaGa

Bet and lose my Santa suit!

On the eighth day of Christmas,Santa please sent to me:
Cellphone
I been using my SE K750i for the last three years as my graduation gift,and the third year fall at new year's eve.Not fancy those touchphone,iPhone or Blackberry,just get me either Nokia 5730 Xpress Music or SE C901 or SE T707 which with WiFi and YouTube.

On the ninth day of Christmas,Santa please sent to me:
Kyle XY Season 1-3(DVD)
Matt Dallas aka Kyle is one hottie guy that I'll drool over.With the innocent and naked body on pilot,I love him!

On the tenth day of Christmas,Santa please sent to me:
Dante's Cove(DVD)
Oh come on Reichen Lehmkuhl!Nice shower you had there.

On the eleventh day of Christmas,Santa please sent to me:
My First Gay Friend
I been gay for 8 years but I still don't have a single of gay friend.Anyone volunteer?


On the twelfth  day of Christmas,Santa please sent to me:
Boyfriend
Actually it was not on the list but I want it badly!I don't want a person called himself a boyfriend appear in front of me.I want to know him,to have fun with him until he is everything,then ask him to be my boyfriend.I wanna hold hands,cuddle and all those couple stuff.

OK!Done my Christmas list!

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL I KNOW!!!HAVE A BLAST YEAR!!!

The Magazine Journey

Being the gay guy in gonna be 8 years with the first 3 years of bi-curious,but how you know that you're 100% gay?To me,first you must have gay friends,then gay movies,gay musics,gay novel,gay magazines(porn and non-porn),erotic gay stories,gay porn and last,gay sex.

But I didn't achieve the first step-gay friend.

 I need someone like you!

I live in a world of "straight-want-opposite-gender",men loves women and women loves men.I didn't follow the gay step,instead I started with my first view of gay porn(before this was straight porn) last year May.Then I get myself gay novels and read some erotic gay stories online,and 16 erotic gay short stories in a book-Taboo by Sean Wolfe.

Right now,I achieving my fourth step-my very first gay magazine.I know some of gay magazines like Attitude,Instinct(thanks to Janice Dickinson),GayTimes,XY,Honcho(thanks to Nelson Glassman of Alex Sanchez's Rainbow Boys),DNA and OUT magazine.

While I was at this bookstore,an open bookstore in Sungei Wang Plaza where usually I went,2 days ago,I was at men health magazines where I don‘t always at that section.With my eyes browsing at those men health magazines,I caught this magazine with boy with brief,as I look at the magazine title,I just couldn't believe my own eyes,it's was GayTimes(GT).I mean,you just cant get any gay magazine at any book seller shop,and here is Malaysia."I must get this one" I said to myself.I noticed only left two and I quickly grabbed one.Now,GayTimes is mine.With excitement,I quickly browsed the magazine in an instant,in no time.Hmm...nice.Hmm...cute guys.Hmm...fuck,I got a buldge in my pant.I rolled the magazine to avoid people's eyes-to-look-what-you-holding.If wasn't the boy with brief cover,I'll just carry the magazine,show off.

This is the one I bought!

Carry the magazine and owned it,I just cant wait to read it.I had a big smile with huge grin on my face,I just can't resisted the excitement.It just like having a date and gonna meet him.I want to kiss the magazine.I want to have sex with the magazine.

I found myself a quiet spot at Times Square,I scanned the cover.The date was July,which is 5 month ago;price was at £3.75 equal to RM20.75.Fuck RM20 just for a gay magazine?But who's care,its my first gay magazine.I kissed the male model cover,Austin Bloom(the name which I found out later) and started my journey to it.

Journey will be next!

The Lost Last page

Watcha need in girls magazines?A girl fashion models and some hot guys candy.And vice versa to men magazines.

The last girl magazine or women magazine I read was CLEO,few month ago.Of course,for a quite few pages of all women drooled over that issue-the 50 Hottest Bachelors.I've been reading that issue,well,by browsing it and there's a lot of guys I liked,and only two names I could remember,Jin from hitz.fm and of course,Mr Henry Golding.And how I love Henry's dancing for that event.What a contemporaneous with "I-want-you!" screaming.





Yet again,I was in Times Square's Borders for books browsing.As I standing at girls magazine section,I grabbed a bumper issue of FEMALE.First thing,I turned the very last page,where I used to do so whenever I saw that issue few years back then just for a reason.

Wasn't me you fancy?

I remember,somewhere in 2005-2007,I had some copies of FEMALE and to mind you,those are not mine.There's one issue I really love which the last page was my favorite page-the topless till torso of guy candy.In that page there's a guy really caught my eyes,he was so godly handsome that will melt
anyone,and I forgotten his name,his face,everything.And the magazine vanished too!I always fantasize whenever I looked at him,everyday is a must-to-do-list.I just couldn't live without a glance of him everyday.Did I mentioned that I kissed that page of him everyday?

Oh hottie dude,where are thou?

Hugging,My Crush?

As I clicked his picture album in his profile,something make my bottom jaw drop,I thought I'll view some hanging-with-friends pictures,but this picture make me wanna frame it,but at the same time I doesn't want to,because in that picture wasn't him alone.

He is my 7-years crush,Haire the studly looking dude.That picture showed him hugging with another person from the back,with his both arms lock that person body.A human lock,perhaps?

I won't let my jaws drop if he hugging someone but this picture showed me that he is actually doing it to a dude,his school mate.Hmmm...a dude to another dude,hugging from the back,doesn't it looks so fishy?Just like a gay couple,I'd say.

 I think we both loves this.

The Malaysian version of Brokeback Mountain.

To be truth,I am very jealous to his friend.Not a mere jealousness but a strongest jealousy that hit the top of my jealous gauge,more than Henry Golding!How I wish to be hugged by him,to feel the firm of his human lock!Seriously I'll do anything for that.

But I doubt his sexuality,even though he has girlfriends.

Brad:Errr...Haire?
Haire:Yeah?
Brad:So,ummm...that picture,is it...?
Haire:What picture?
Brad:The picture of you,hugging a dude,from the back,so Brokeback Mountain!
Haire:Oh that,was...
Brad:What are you actually?

Could he be bisexual,or experimenting,or gay?(if he was one of those,I hope it was the third).You could answer that question,Haire.

And,I'll keep that picture.My gaydar always sensing him.

The Leather Bikini's Fight

While I reading some foreign magazines,I found a very interesting picture of Lady GaGa and Madonna fighting in Saturday Night Live(SNL),while dancing!So let the video rolling!


 
Here's the most funny moment:
Lady GaGa:What's wrong,Madonna?Can't get into the groove?
Madonna:What is the hell is disco stick?!
Lady GaGa:I think you know!
Madonna:What kind of name is Lady GaGa?It sounds like a baby food.

End with foursome...

The Unskilled Comboist Fighter

Boys will be boys;Men will be men.Boys-Men likes cars,robots,harsh games,wrestle,football,basketball and involving fake wars.Yeah,and hot chicks too,unless you're the type of "I show you mine if you show me yours".And I wasn't sure that I was completely male-ish,I not interest in cars and football,but since my crush,yeah that childhood dude,always talking about BMW and Manchester United,so I did too,if people ask me,it gonna be BMW and MU.I loves watching Transformers,but I don't talk about it.Forgot Optimus Prime and Bumblebee,nothing to describe that metal robots and how it from a car transform into huge robotic robot,nah.

Don't tell me how hot is that chick,the sexyness,smooth legs and so on.I might say "Yeah.Hot" in my voice to your chick-like,but in my mind,how hot are you?

I too,loves fighting games.More of it,a huge fan-player of The King of Fighters' series'.Since I was 10,I always went to family entertainment center to play the game machine,to twist the joystick and press the buttons.And without parents knowledge and never ever they knew about it.I was under 18.I always spend my time there,the game systems,the characters,the combos,the 2-3D,the power-max-power,anything you say,were completely better than Street Fighter.Forget Ryu and Ken,mind me Iori Yagami and Kyo Kusanagi.

My fighting game life,my King of Fighters.

As usual,I always hang around at Sungei Wang Plaza's.There a Dude I been checking him out.He is quite hot,if you see him.That dude wasn't not skilled combo-ist as me(yeah I'm kinda expert but not so expert),but he knew some max power as he played the easiest-perform machine compare to the others,which kinda hard.That game spot is for low ranking person.Sometime I challenged him,sometime I won;sometime I lose,just give chance,pity him.But once we smiled over his clumsy movement on his character,and nothing happen.

Here,try my Champion-Punch-Fist-Knuckle

Brad:Err,to perform that Vanessa's combo-power-max-power...

Dude:Quick,I'm gonna lose!

Brad:Activate the max power gauge,twist from south to west to south to east with Heavy Punch button,that's the Crazy Puncher,and before the final punch or the 11th hit,twist from south to east,so that the attack will stop and paralyse the opponent,then it all yours.You could perform numberous Crazy Puncher after activate the max power gauge everytime a normal power is perform but skip the last punch,if could,perform a 99th hits,then perform the Max Crazy Puncher,the max's command same as normal one but with both light and heavy punch button.Finish!

Dude:What The Fuck of that long babbling?!Look,I'm lose a character!

Brad:Hmm,look like you need my help after all,yeah?OK,free course.

Dude:Deal!

If that conversation is true...

Goodbye Mr Stud

I could not believe when my brother told me this,that Henry Golding is leaving The 8TV Quickie.I told him no way he is leaving and was told that Henry gonna be on set until that week of Friday(Sep 4)

Seriously dude,you can't be leaving all of us,right?Do you ever thought of our feeling when you announced this unwanted-to-hear news?

I don't know when Henry's first aired on The Quickie,but I do know it's was after the Malay dude Raz.The very first time Henry was on aired,the good-looking-handsome,the hunch that he is mixed parentage and the great-till-you-melt smile had me charmed over him.Since onward that day,I've been catching him from The Quickie.I like to watch Henry and study him,the way he speak,the lips movement,the accent with smooth talking and the cynical smile he always added.

Does my wink make you melt?

Everytime,if I could catch The Quickie,I only hope for Henry and Belinda Chee,they seem to be a great-partner-on-set and couple,if they could.The beautiful sound of Belinda and the dude sound of Henry never ever had failed to make me fagical.Other host will make me groan and mumble,curse 'em

If I could have 3 wishes upon Henry,I would wanted to see him physically,think over him mentally and fantasize him sexually.I want to hold his hand,to hug him as buddy hugs,to able to smell his body deodorant,and of course pictured him naked.

Now that he Henry has abroad to Singapore to start his new career as a host in ESPN's Football Crazy,and I don't think that I'll catch him on football guide or whatsoever because to me,football is *yawn*

So now,until we meet again,on TV set or anywhere you could emceed.And goodbye,Mr Stud.And welcome Mr Next Stud!

Home Prison Ain't Quarantine

I think I addicted to Internet or watcha-called-it stuff.And it's been a month since I last touched a keyboard and mouse.Not to say that my computer had broken or destroyed,but the truth is I don't have my own!I wish I have my own Kyle.Seriously I'll name all my stuff 'Kyle',taken from Kyle XY,the character that Matt Dallas(below picture) played,the non-bellybutton.Call me silly or childish but this is me,even my character in games,if require a name,then it'll be Kyle.

Look,ma.I can cast fire.

Instead,I was home prison(my term for not able to online or whatever).Sorry to disappoint your or whom worries of the hateful influenza illness AH1N1 but I still healthy even I was attacked by AH1N1 symptoms like high fever,muscle and joint pain,but it gone after a day or two.Thanks God for not make me home quarantine,because it will burden anyone.

So,this dude had kept me all along the month-my new PS2.Not fully mine because most of it my brother paid,that why I couldn't name him Kyle.My old PS2,the big size,were kept in a box with PS1,due to unable to resurrection.

Even I have my new buddy,I still missed the Internet,my blog and them,and those sites I frequently visited.I couldn't live without them beside me.

Excitement overcome me to this PS2,I can play my favorite game-SuikodenV.Sadly it's just can't go through the data when I clicked load game,and I wasn't finished since I last played few months ago in friend's house.So I started with Suikoden III,which has 3D graphic.I played nearly to the end,when I pissed off my brother,he deleted the data.Then I began with Rogue Galaxy.How I wished to play Bleach the fighting game which is borrowed to someone long time ago after my old PS2 in coma.Forget The King of Fighters,which I prefer to have it on joystick like at the family entertainment.

Er,I mean,in games,not the real!

In the moment,I'll be waiting for the information on Suikoden VI.Oh come on,what the new runes?

Just Smile

I spotted this Malay boy again when I was waiting a public transport.

Again?Actually he is not spotted by me,but I knew he always at there every morning.Helping.Yes,he helping his mother sell nasi lemak at Kl Sentral,beside 7-eleven.The last time I saw him was couple of months ago,maybe more than that?


I analyzed him.Age-about 17-19;Hair-common Malay hairstyle;Face-handsome and good-looking;Body-OK;Wearing t-shirt and jean with sandal.Overall,handsome and good-looking,guapo un masarap.He was sitting on a plastic chair,with his little brother,probably elementary schoolkid,fooling round with his little brother,struggling between them,skin touch and what a close brothers.They make me jealous as they touch each other and I noticed both of them were twins,just age different.

On second though,nasi lemak or me?

Easy to spot them were twins:their face almost the same,just age different and they had a charming-that-could-melt-smile.Yeah,the smile,the gift they had.But Matt Dallas as Kyle in Kyle XY,has the most Oh-My-God-please-melt-me-with-that-smile in first season's pilot.Sorry Malay boy and thank you Matt,for that smile.

I kept locked my eyes on him until the damn bus arrived.Goodbye hottie boy.And I'm so gay!

V Factory

I grabbed few magazines-People,Us Weekly,Woman's Day,In Touch Weekly,Life & Style Weekly,Star,and OK!magazine when I at Mid Valley's Borders.Quickly find a nice spot but all occupied,so I had to sit on the carpet covered-floor,anyway it's comfortable too.If I could lay down,both legs on the air as teenager girls does,with junkies,wouldn't be nice if they had these facilities.Then I flip page to pages,to catch-up what happened to those celebrities' scene.*Sigh*more news on Brad Pitt-Angelina Jolie,Susan Boyle and Peter Andre-Jordan Price

Hmmm...so this and that happened!

Only today I haven't get the latest of Heat magazine.I love Heat because it's is the best of all,especially Heat Torso section,where have a picture of a semi nude hot guy,not normal dude but whatever-celebrity-lists-he-is.

Then don't-know-which-magazines,I found out a band of 5 hot guys and I mean 5 of them*drool*.A band named V Factory.Their music genre are Pop,R&B and Urban.

Hey there everyone!We are V Factory!


The members of V Factory are:

*Jared Makaio Murillo

*August 6, 1988
*Mapleton,Utah
*Known for his appearance as a featured dancer in High School Musical 1 & 2
*Ashley Tisdale's ex-boyfriend

*Asher Monroe Book
*September 18, 1988
*Arlington,Virginia

*Nathaniel Flatt
*September 18, 1981
*Cockeville,Tennessee

*Nick Teti
*Nicknamed Nicky T
*July 23, 1983
*Philadelphia,Pennsylvania

*Wesley Quinn
*January 16, 1990
*Greenville,South Carolina

Those hot 5's first single-Love Struck.Check 'em out!Promise wouldn't let you down!

P/S:This V Factory were same as Menudo.Some common between 2 bands!And I think I'm gonna spend more time looking at those pictures of them.