The Magazine Journey

Being the gay guy in gonna be 8 years with the first 3 years of bi-curious,but how you know that you're 100% gay?To me,first you must have gay friends,then gay movies,gay musics,gay novel,gay magazines(porn and non-porn),erotic gay stories,gay porn and last,gay sex.

But I didn't achieve the first step-gay friend.

 I need someone like you!

I live in a world of "straight-want-opposite-gender",men loves women and women loves men.I didn't follow the gay step,instead I started with my first view of gay porn(before this was straight porn) last year May.Then I get myself gay novels and read some erotic gay stories online,and 16 erotic gay short stories in a book-Taboo by Sean Wolfe.

Right now,I achieving my fourth step-my very first gay magazine.I know some of gay magazines like Attitude,Instinct(thanks to Janice Dickinson),GayTimes,XY,Honcho(thanks to Nelson Glassman of Alex Sanchez's Rainbow Boys),DNA and OUT magazine.

While I was at this bookstore,an open bookstore in Sungei Wang Plaza where usually I went,2 days ago,I was at men health magazines where I don‘t always at that section.With my eyes browsing at those men health magazines,I caught this magazine with boy with brief,as I look at the magazine title,I just couldn't believe my own eyes,it's was GayTimes(GT).I mean,you just cant get any gay magazine at any book seller shop,and here is Malaysia."I must get this one" I said to myself.I noticed only left two and I quickly grabbed one.Now,GayTimes is mine.With excitement,I quickly browsed the magazine in an instant,in no time.Hmm...nice.Hmm...cute guys.Hmm...fuck,I got a buldge in my pant.I rolled the magazine to avoid people's eyes-to-look-what-you-holding.If wasn't the boy with brief cover,I'll just carry the magazine,show off.

This is the one I bought!

Carry the magazine and owned it,I just cant wait to read it.I had a big smile with huge grin on my face,I just can't resisted the excitement.It just like having a date and gonna meet him.I want to kiss the magazine.I want to have sex with the magazine.

I found myself a quiet spot at Times Square,I scanned the cover.The date was July,which is 5 month ago;price was at £3.75 equal to RM20.75.Fuck RM20 just for a gay magazine?But who's care,its my first gay magazine.I kissed the male model cover,Austin Bloom(the name which I found out later) and started my journey to it.

Journey will be next!