A Little Scribble

 A male-on-male hug I needed!

Crush,

What is that?
Were it the same as love or
Two different things?
Were I in crush or
I've been secretly loving him
For the pass 8 years?

For him,

I support MU even though

I'm "stool legged".

For him,

I wish one day

I'll be driving BMW.

I always have him in my mind

No matter how many hawties

I'm been looking at.

I wanted to see him everyday,

Even there's no talking between us.

If I can't,a picture of him will do.

That will enoughly satisfied me.

Someone please help me to tell me,

Is this crushing or loving a person?

But I'll tell myself that I liking him,

That he is my first crush that make me

Into a person that I comfort with.

Even we couldn't be together,a friendly hug will do.

Actually I already knew,

I already understand that

We're from two different lifestyle.

A boy who love a boy who love girls.

A tilted who love straight.

Even though,

I keep myself strong,

I keep my feet stand still.

When I came out to you and

You don't mind having a gay friend.

I was happy with the acceptment but

I was afraid to confess my feeling.

Afraid that will destroy our friendship,

Even friend we couldn't be.

Even though I can't make a confession,

But I will continue secretly loving you,

until a person could replace you.

Till that moment,

I'll keep this feeling treasured,

Till forever.

Just in case you don't already know,Bad Romance is about in love to a best friend.