12 Gifts In 12 days of Christmas

On the first day of Christmas,Santa please sent to me:
Laptop
I'm a computer blind and I don't know what kind do suit me.As long it installed with all those freaking stuffs,anti-virus and ready to use.

On the second day of Christmas,Santa please sent to me:
Jack Hart's books 
My First Time: Gay Men Describe Their First Same-sex Experience volume 1-5
Heat: Gay Men Tell Their Real-life Sex Stories
Straight?: True Stories of Unlikely Sexual Encounters between Men
Twink: True Stories in Celebration of Younger Men 
The Day We Met: The Very First Day of Long-Term Relationships 
My Biggest O: Gay Men Describe 'The Best Sex I Ever Had' 
Treasure Trail: Erotic Tales of Pirates on the High Seas
Gay Sex: A Manual for Men Who Love Men

On the third day of Christmas,Santa please sent to me:
Penshoppe Accessories
My friend Lawrence from Phillipine came here and I caught this very cool and stylist wallet.Only available at Phillipine.I had his before he returned as he has a lot in his house(he said it).And a deodorant or some sort of body spray,also belong to him but unfortunately it finish before I can spray on me,and he used it a lot.It has very strong smell that even after wash the smell stays on the clothes.

 Need a bigger sock!

On the fourth day of Christmas,Santa please sent to me: 
Lance Bass's Out Of Sync
I read Reichen Lehmkuhl before a few times and I couldn't find his ex-boyfriend's.

On the fifth day of Christmas,Santa please sent to me: 
Dragon Quest Dai no Daiboken vol.37 (The Great Adventure of Dai)
For 8 years I been waiting that comic volume 35,36 and 37.I bought volume 35 and 36(last 2 years ago) but 37 was out of stock.I know where volume 37 sold at but at Sunway Pyramid.But recently,thanks to One Manga and also to Nicholas aka Nicky,I read the last volume.But I still want the whole set.And volume 6 too which I lost it somewhere.

On the sixth day of Christmas,Santa please sent to me:
Alex Sanchez's Rainbow High
OK,for the fucking fourth time I re-read the first-Rainbow Boys and the third and last-Rainbow Road,I haven't read the second book-Rainbow High.Someone get me that book!

On the seventh day of Christmas,Santa please sent to me:
Lady GaGa's The Fame + The Fame Monster + Unofficial track
Check this out the unofficial track at Lady GaGa

Bet and lose my Santa suit!

On the eighth day of Christmas,Santa please sent to me:
Cellphone
I been using my SE K750i for the last three years as my graduation gift,and the third year fall at new year's eve.Not fancy those touchphone,iPhone or Blackberry,just get me either Nokia 5730 Xpress Music or SE C901 or SE T707 which with WiFi and YouTube.

On the ninth day of Christmas,Santa please sent to me:
Kyle XY Season 1-3(DVD)
Matt Dallas aka Kyle is one hottie guy that I'll drool over.With the innocent and naked body on pilot,I love him!

On the tenth day of Christmas,Santa please sent to me:
Dante's Cove(DVD)
Oh come on Reichen Lehmkuhl!Nice shower you had there.

On the eleventh day of Christmas,Santa please sent to me:
My First Gay Friend
I been gay for 8 years but I still don't have a single of gay friend.Anyone volunteer?


On the twelfth  day of Christmas,Santa please sent to me:
Boyfriend
Actually it was not on the list but I want it badly!I don't want a person called himself a boyfriend appear in front of me.I want to know him,to have fun with him until he is everything,then ask him to be my boyfriend.I wanna hold hands,cuddle and all those couple stuff.

OK!Done my Christmas list!

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL I KNOW!!!HAVE A BLAST YEAR!!!

The Magazine Journey

Being the gay guy in gonna be 8 years with the first 3 years of bi-curious,but how you know that you're 100% gay?To me,first you must have gay friends,then gay movies,gay musics,gay novel,gay magazines(porn and non-porn),erotic gay stories,gay porn and last,gay sex.

But I didn't achieve the first step-gay friend.

 I need someone like you!

I live in a world of "straight-want-opposite-gender",men loves women and women loves men.I didn't follow the gay step,instead I started with my first view of gay porn(before this was straight porn) last year May.Then I get myself gay novels and read some erotic gay stories online,and 16 erotic gay short stories in a book-Taboo by Sean Wolfe.

Right now,I achieving my fourth step-my very first gay magazine.I know some of gay magazines like Attitude,Instinct(thanks to Janice Dickinson),GayTimes,XY,Honcho(thanks to Nelson Glassman of Alex Sanchez's Rainbow Boys),DNA and OUT magazine.

While I was at this bookstore,an open bookstore in Sungei Wang Plaza where usually I went,2 days ago,I was at men health magazines where I don‘t always at that section.With my eyes browsing at those men health magazines,I caught this magazine with boy with brief,as I look at the magazine title,I just couldn't believe my own eyes,it's was GayTimes(GT).I mean,you just cant get any gay magazine at any book seller shop,and here is Malaysia."I must get this one" I said to myself.I noticed only left two and I quickly grabbed one.Now,GayTimes is mine.With excitement,I quickly browsed the magazine in an instant,in no time.Hmm...nice.Hmm...cute guys.Hmm...fuck,I got a buldge in my pant.I rolled the magazine to avoid people's eyes-to-look-what-you-holding.If wasn't the boy with brief cover,I'll just carry the magazine,show off.

This is the one I bought!

Carry the magazine and owned it,I just cant wait to read it.I had a big smile with huge grin on my face,I just can't resisted the excitement.It just like having a date and gonna meet him.I want to kiss the magazine.I want to have sex with the magazine.

I found myself a quiet spot at Times Square,I scanned the cover.The date was July,which is 5 month ago;price was at £3.75 equal to RM20.75.Fuck RM20 just for a gay magazine?But who's care,its my first gay magazine.I kissed the male model cover,Austin Bloom(the name which I found out later) and started my journey to it.

Journey will be next!

The Lost Last page

Watcha need in girls magazines?A girl fashion models and some hot guys candy.And vice versa to men magazines.

The last girl magazine or women magazine I read was CLEO,few month ago.Of course,for a quite few pages of all women drooled over that issue-the 50 Hottest Bachelors.I've been reading that issue,well,by browsing it and there's a lot of guys I liked,and only two names I could remember,Jin from hitz.fm and of course,Mr Henry Golding.And how I love Henry's dancing for that event.What a contemporaneous with "I-want-you!" screaming.





Yet again,I was in Times Square's Borders for books browsing.As I standing at girls magazine section,I grabbed a bumper issue of FEMALE.First thing,I turned the very last page,where I used to do so whenever I saw that issue few years back then just for a reason.

Wasn't me you fancy?

I remember,somewhere in 2005-2007,I had some copies of FEMALE and to mind you,those are not mine.There's one issue I really love which the last page was my favorite page-the topless till torso of guy candy.In that page there's a guy really caught my eyes,he was so godly handsome that will melt
anyone,and I forgotten his name,his face,everything.And the magazine vanished too!I always fantasize whenever I looked at him,everyday is a must-to-do-list.I just couldn't live without a glance of him everyday.Did I mentioned that I kissed that page of him everyday?

Oh hottie dude,where are thou?